Well hello there.

I am: Emily,
18,
a College Student,
from Orlando, Florida,
FSC '17,
a Representative of District V Troupe 5115,
an International Thespian,
a Techie,
bisexual,
a BFA technical theatre major,
a Ravenclaw,
a Leo,
depressed,
possibly suicidal.

Third one!

Second one!

Super glad that my hair is short.

This girl just got recognized by a Supervisor. (at Sea World Adventure Park: Orlando)

My #wcw this week is my big @lacelynnlites. This woman has helped so much this year. She’s my role model, motherly figure, and one of my closest friends. I love her with all ❤️ and I’ll see you eventually. Ok sappy post over. 💁

On several accounts I have said that I was over you. But in my heart I know that I want this to happen. At least I’m content on where I stand with this person. 

Updating you on my life.

Practicing

Not only is it Mother’s Day. And here’s a picture of me and my mom in the middle. Today is also for those you became maternal figures in your life. To these fabulous momma figures in my life as well.

Some people are just more holier than you.

I can’t depend on anyone to make me happy. But I can’t make myself happy so I don’t know what to do. My big is leaving and I can’t be dependent on her keeping me in line and help me get my shit together. I’m hating my friends. There do nothing for me, but I do the world for them. My emotions are going everywhere. There’s no stopping that either.

Can I get more info from someone who has dissociation?

I’m acting up. I think I know why but don’t want to come to terms with it.

barack-obottm:

dick had me like

I honestly have never bottled this many emotions at the same time. I’m on the verge of crying anytime someone yells at me. I don’t feel happy. I just don’t want to be like this anymore. It’s crazy how much teachers can really effect your emotions and how you go about your day. After Jim called me unreliable I just wanted to drop right then and there. Also 2 women came in looking for Mary T and I took them to the theatre when I went to go look for her. When I found her I told her that 2 women are here for her. She bitched saying that I should know who they and are and what they want. Things like that are chipping at me and I can’t fucking stand shit like this anymore. One of these days I’m going to break. It’s horrible just thinking about it. I can envision myself doing it now and wondering what will happen during this break. I just need help and want life to go back to what it was.