On several accounts I have said that I was over you. But in my heart I know that I want this to happen. At least I’m content on where I stand with this person.
I can’t depend on anyone to make me happy. But I can’t make myself happy so I don’t know what to do. My big is leaving and I can’t be dependent on her keeping me in line and help me get my shit together. I’m hating my friends. There do nothing for me, but I do the world for them. My emotions are going everywhere. There’s no stopping that either.
Can I get more info from someone who has dissociation?